wish you were here

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it’s not like that
at all
There’s a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just
walk through it And I remember
All those crazy things you
said
You left them running
through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
Right now I wish you were
here
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just
went with it You’re always there, you’re
everywhere
But right now I wish you
were here
(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn! What I’d do to have you here,
here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I’d do to have you near,
near, near (I wish you were here)
I love, the way you are
It’s who I am, don’t have to
try hard
We always say, say it like it is And the truth, is that I really
miss

All those crazy things you
said
You left them running
through my head You’re always there, you’re
everywhere
Right now I wish you were
here
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re
everywhere
But right now I wish you
were here
(Chorus) Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I’d do to have you here,
here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I’d do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)
No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I, never wanna let go
Let go oh oh (x2) (Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I’d do to have you here,
here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn! What I’d do to have you near,
near, near
(I wish you were here)

Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake I miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’ll send a postcard to you dear
Cause I wish you were here

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it’s not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn’t so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone
I don’t feel so alone

As many times as I blink I’ll think of you… tonight
I’ll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here

wrong word

tepat hari ini gue ngerasa banget apa yang gue punya pergi satu satu
dari yang awalnya biasa aja, terus semuanya deh. temen temen smp gue yang pacaran juga ngerasa terganggu tiap kali gue ajakin kumpul. yaaa mungkin dari gue-nya sendiri yang rada egois sama semuanya, buat yang terkekang sama gue. gue minta maaf banget, emang semua salah datengnya dari gue mulu. gue sadar itu. yang lagi kuliah dan sibuk banget, hai. semoga hari kakak senang. yang buat lagi kelas 3 SMA, kapan lo mau ngasih tau gue tempat luluran yang mantep abis pijetannya. buat pacar gue, semoga kita begini terus ya semoga setiap hari ada bahan pembicaraan buat ketawa. buat yang SMA kelas 1, apa kabar lo. pulang apa gan, gue pingin cerita nih. ayo apa kita ngedumel bareng atau apa ke ayo kita seneng seneng.

gue sendiri disini, waktu itu banyak banget yang deketin gue. gue kira temen temen gue bakalan lama tapi engga. apa karena faktor pacaran gue dijauhin? apa karena itu gue ngerasa kalian ga care lagi sama gue. plis gue masih sama ko, gue juga butuh lo ga cuma dia doang. gue masih belom sanggup buat sendiri. tapi kalo mungkin lo lo lo lo pada lagi sibuk :) okey gue tunggu..

dear ilham,
ngeliat kamu repot sama organisasi kamu, aku jadi kasian.
semoga kamu bisa dapet keluarga baru disitu.

ini kesalahan gue, ada lah tiga hal yang gue ucapin ke 3 orang. gue minta maaf banget bikin kalian begitu dan hampir pergi, walau ada beberapa yang bener bener pergi. gue nyesel tapi gue bahagia. semoga mulut gue ga lagi ngomong hal yang macem macem. :) i wish it

shaan & you

looooooook me

Count on me - Bruno Mars

[Verse 1]
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

[Chorus]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh yeah yeah

[Verse 2]
If you're tossin' and you're turnin
and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

[Chorus]
You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh yeah yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

[Chorus]
Oh, You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah
ooooooh, oooohhh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

be the last for you

4 oktober 2011'

entah gue lagi mau apa saat itu, gue bingung dari pagi sampe sore. rasanya ada yang kurang, terus juga liat ilham berubah jadi ga jelas. gue jadi mikir macem macem tentang dia.

pernah ngerasain kecewa ga? karena lo ga bisa ketawa bareng sama orang tersayang lo padahal mungkin bagi dia itu waktu spesial buat dia, dan lo bener bener ga dipeduliin sama sekali.

itu cuma masalah keterkaitan, tapi ada hal lain yang pingin gue bagi ke kalian.

tepat banget malem ini gue ada waktu, buat ketemu dia. gue seneng banget, walau palanya botak dan dia agak menakutkan bagi gue malem itu. tapi gue seneng banget bisa liat dia, pegang rambutnya yang hampir yaaaaaaaa gue takut kalo rambutnya gue acak acakin malah rontok semua terus abis tanpa ada yang nyisa. Yang selalu gue banggain, yang selalu gue harepin. bersyukur banget gue bisa ketemu lagi, :)

hati gue rasanya angeeeeeeeeeeeet banget, walau malem itu gue ga pake jaket. hehehe ga salah kalo akhir akhir ini gue lebih mentingin lo.

cukup, 

im be the last for you

ada hari terakhir dimana kita bisa bahagia sama satu orang

ada hari terakhir buat gue hidup tenang sama satu orang

selamanya, gue berharap banget ada hari terakhir gue sama dia